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October 12th, 2025
I find myself pausing a lot lately. It could be a movie or show or anytime I’m having a good time. It’s like feeling good has become this limited resource and so I try to stretch out time like an accordion, so I can hopefully enjoy the most from the experience.
I’m pretty sure it’s a defense mechanism. It’s hard for me to believe that I will feel as good or even just good again, so I purposely delay my gratification. And I know this can’t be right…
I need to know more good times will come. I need to feel more gratitude, at all times. But it’s hard.
These times are definitely challenging and will possibly become more challenging, so I need to find a more sustainable way to feel content, not just happy. Feeling content, to me, means that even when I’m unhappy I’m still satisfied. Is such a thing possible?
I’d like to believe there is.
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