Good morn’ lovers🪻💜
April 26th, 2026
I don’t know if I’m burnt out, about to crash out, or just a rat in a cage Billy Corgan, but I can tell you it feels it takes an incredible amount of energy to do anything lately, i.e. even write this post.
And it’s not that I don’t like writing here or doing most things, but yet my body tells another tale. It feels like the most minimal task is an uphill struggle up a huge mountain I decided to climb. And that’s the worst part of it! I have decided.
Still, most days I need to employee my autopilot skills to get through the day – which I hate! Because if I don’t, it’ll all just fall apart. If I don’t turn myself off and get up to do my dishes or the laundry or my book or whatever else I’ve decided to make myself responsible for, well…I’ve seen where that route can go.
So here I am! Yay discipline! Yay…release?
Is this called a rut? I’m not sure, but I’ve done three yoga sessions in one day once just to feel centered…only for a few minutes before finding myself rutty again.
I know the answer is to feel like a success and worthy despite accomplishments but man is that hard. I need to feel useful to feel valued and that’s just…fricked up.
For anyone reading and feeling as I do, I hope we figure it out.
💜
Nessa Grey
P.S. Doesn’t the box in the picture seem to have a face?
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