Good afternoon lovers🪻💜
May 3rd, 2026
I don’t believe I’m psychotic, but I definitely have tendencies. I just find it ironic that I’m so rigid on myself that in order to “unridgify” myself, I have to have someone else come and be more rigid on me.
It occurred to me today, that I am so tired of the inflexibility I put on myself and the one whipped on me at work, that I finally felt tired enough to not follow a schedule on my personal time. I actually have been giving myself small leniencies. Tee hee. Lol, oh Lord.
Tiredness has been such a great motivator for me though. Time and time again. Tiredness has had me leave relationships, people, jobs, family, and just toxicity in general. If pollution behaved like it does in FernGully with the cherry voice of Tim Curry attached, that would be a different story…
But it’s not is it? No, it’s this gunk that no amount of showers will get rid of. It’s stickier than a wad of gum at the bottom of your shoe. It fills your lungs with distilled air that leaves you suffocated. You just end up walking as if through quick sand, dragging your feet, out of breath..lifeless. Did I just describe a zombie?
So ya, I’m tired today. But that’s okay. Because Michael Bublé says “It’s a New Life. It’s a New Day. And I’m feeling good.” But seriously, exhaustion does trigger change. And often times, in my case, for good.
💜
Nessa Grey
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