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Greetings lurkers and lurkettes (kidding!)

When I blog, sometimes the topic comes to me during the week or every now and then I use one I’ve jotted down. And most times, the day comes and it becomes something else. Today: we’re freestyling.

We’ve lost a lot of good people this week. It almost feels like a bit of hope leaves this earth with them. I would have been surprised at how many tears I’ve shed over a stranger these past few days if I hadn’t remembered how disheartened we’ve all been feeling lately.

And I know this because – whether it’s algorithm based or not – I see others feel the same way. Unfortunately, I do find myself more chronically online to notice this, but a piss-poor way to connect with people is the only link I got.

I have been trying to leave my house and be among the masses. As a matter of fact, today I was invited over to an acquaintance’s home, so we’ll see how that goes…

The rain doesn’t help though! It has been raining nearly every. day. How the heck can I go for a walk or ride bike (when I eventually get one) if it’s raining all the God Damn Time! *sigh* Anyways..

My resignation is approaching; and, they didn’t allow me to give them two weeks notice. It appears no matter how professional you may want to be, their weaponized incompetence always backfires in the end – at least with me. C’est la vie.

I am proud of the fortitude I’ve grown. Honestly. I find myself more resolute.

Radical Acceptance.

Internal Locus of Control.

They say fortune favors the brave, I guess we’ll see…

I’ll let you know how it all turns out. 😀

Say you will,

Say you won’t,

Say you’ll do what I won’t,

Say you’re true,

Say to me,

C’est la vie.

Nessa Grey 💜 🩶